Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Just Let Me Be Myself

So apparently the money from my mom's 401k has came in, or is about to. Yesterday my mom said something about going and looking at stoves today. I tried to get her to go when she asked me about it (because I have stuff that I need to do) but she wouldn't listen to me. To make a long story short...we don't go. Mom starts trying to give me a guilt trip, which doesn't work, and now my dad just came in here and tried to do the same. I am so freaking tired of doing stuff to make everyone happy! Yes, I slept late and I didn't get to go shopping them. I'm sorry that I had a bad headache, took something for it, and slept like Rip Van Winkle!

She starts going on about how after I move that it won't be the same and that she plays second fiddle to all this stuff in my life. Well let's see here, I am 28 years old and I should have been outta here a long time ago. She does have another daughter that needs her mom. I have moved back home after moving out and guess what? It was apparently has been "the same." And another thing, it is not uncommon for peoles priorities to change as they get older. I will always love my mom, but her and dad are not on the top of the list anymore. As I have heard them tell me, "When i was your age your father and I had been married for three years and had already had you." Call me crazy but hearing stuff like that and some other stuff makes me feel like they want me to leave...which is fine.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

I'm Ready For An Off Day

We are having company come to our lovely Academy store tomorrow! Exactly a week ago we had inventory, so our store is still trashed. Today and yesterday wasn't busy with people buying shoes, just people messing up the shelves looking at them. I get so tired of having to hold peoples hand while they shop. I understand that people need help, that's why I have a job there. But when someone needs a Nike shoe and they grab a box that has New Balance on it...I get frustrated!

I am ready to get out of Glencoe. There is nothing wrong with Glencoe, Al. I am just tired of being in this messy house! The hot water has been off since around May, we've had a small water leak about a month ago and Dad turned the water off. The oven doesn't work and there's only one eye that works on our stove. Besides of all the stuff that is wrong with my parents house I am basically ready to be out of the house again. I have a lot of things i need to take care of before I leave. I think I've decided on the bedding that I'm going to buy for when I move.

A New Start

It's been a long time, but I'm back to blogging again. The purpose of my previous blog was to share my life w/ my friends, but that's kind of hard to do when no one reads it anymore! lol So here I am, this time it's for myself. I have a myspace and facebook account but when I get frustrated about something I feel like I can't get it all out because I worry I'll make someone mad.